Ujian ALLAH

There are always reasons for everything

although today I refuse to accept it..
although today I feel so down...
although today I feel so fragile..

It reminds me that I could only plan, but He is the one who determine the result..

Maybe it is better this way.. He knows best..

Thank you to those who are willing to spent some times to give me some magic words..
you all know yourself.. =) thanxxx

especially my family.. Im sure my mother was so shocked when I called her crying so mad..
I am so sorryy.. Its just no matter where ever you are, whatever you do.. your family is the best place you will always refer to.. because you feel calm and peaceful just by hearing their voices..

I really appreciate it.. more positive now!! in just three hours!! thats a record! *clap* =)

When the world starts talking the truth

1. Life is unpredictable
I lost my grandfather. It makes me realize, i want to spent my life in Malaysia after I have finished my studies and become a wise person like in the Si Tenggang's Homecoming's poem.


2. Life is precious
I am currently studying at Univ of Wisconsin-Madison. The fact that it is hard to study and compete here (houses are so expensive compare to other places) but once when we go back to Malaysia, the title of our degree is the same is indeed not a good motivational. But i love being here despite all the bitterness. I do. I have good friends and Madison is a nice place. Maybe there is the 'hikmah' of this thing. I hope I will do well in my first semester although it seems cloudy. Haha. InsyaAllah.


3. Life is meaningless without love
Well love is subjective. Talking about love is not always about man and woman. Love is mainly towards Almighty God, Allah and family. It is also undeniable people at my age will seek for love from the opposite sex. But that doesn't mean you need to have one! Yes I have one and I could say, long-distance relationship is not easy but not a hassle. up till now la! Hope it last~=) Thats not the key point here.. I truly deeply hope im not like, bila susah baru cari Allah.. *muhasabah diri*


Wish me luckss for my final on mid decembr!
Happy Birthday sister~ Hope you like the card.

Winter break plan : Atlanta, Georgia.. muktamar jum? =)

Bercakap di Lodi High School

Salam~
Great experience!!
I actually join a student organization under International Student Service (ISS), UWMadison.., REACH..
The members give talks to the local like pergi skola..
Kalau ikot kn orientation dia clash ngan my Calculus exam.. but I went to the ISS office early n showed my interests.. So jd member wpon xpegi lg dia nya orientation.. Haha
Our topic - Malaysian Traditional Games..
Seriously fun tengok bdak2 nie maen Pepsi-Cola..
Thanx to others, my seniors Aisyah, Qila n Jessy.. n also sesama freshmen Kenny n Raj..
First time msuk audotorium.. *slama nie tgk kat movie ja*
Bes...
Here are some pictures..

































































































Ok nak tido dah.. esok nk pegi celebrate raya haji kat new berlin..
night everyone.. =)